Monster!
You wouldn’t believe I am capable of being that. But I do. I am. And I am not proud of it.
The holidays are supposed to be a joyful season. A time when you spread good cheer to anyone and everyone you meet.
But it also comes with a lot of stress. I am not a Christmas person really. For the sheer reason that it causes me undue tiredness from all the hustle and bustle of the season. And tiredness is the culprit behind me snapping at people.
Just these past few weeks, I am not my usual self. I am easily irritated. I spew words that hurt. I behave so un-Christlike. I knew what I was doing, but it felt so hard to break away and change my behavior.
I had to ask my husband to pray with me and for me. I had to confess my sinful behavior to the Lord and seek His help to change my ways. I couldn’t do it on my own. I felt so trapped and helpless. Only the Lord could transform me again.
Christians fall too. We do not claim to be superbeings that do not sin anymore once we have received Jesus as our Lord and Savior. We only recognize our fallenness and seek God’s grace and forgiveness all the more. Thankfully, Jesus came down on earth precisely to save us from ourselves.
We are all monsters. Whether we admit it or not. We need a God to tame us, break our selves, and restore us to who we were made to be – sons and daughters of the Living, Gracious Heavenly Father.
The holidays did not make me a monster. That is my sinful self crying out to be transformed.
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Would you give yourself up for the Lord and all your monstrous, sinful ways and be ready for a new life in Christ this coming New Year?
If you said yes, you may say this simple prayer:
Lord Jesus, I confess that I have sinned against you and need your forgiveness. Cleanse my heart and wash my sins away with Your most precious blood. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I receive You as my Lord and Savior. Take control of the throne of my life. Make me the person You want me to be. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
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“This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!”
2 Corithians 5:17 (NLT)
A Blessed, Transformative New Year to all! 🎉